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You Ask

You ask if my love for you hurts me? The truth is that the answer to that question does not matter..for even if you were the blasting heat of the desert or the frigged cold of the tundra it would not matter. I will still stand by you, hold you, help you, protect you and be there for you to talk to. It doesn't matter if it hurts me like heat when I have no water to help..it does not matter if it is the coldest wind with no protection.. I will be here anyway.

I will always be here for you hon..do not question that...and that is all I can say..even if you leave me I'll always be willing to pick up the phone for you..no matter how m

Rose Thorns

Roses Thorns

I'm sorry if it seems that sometimes I can be as sweet and beautiful as a rose and then the next its like you got a hand full of a roses thorns instead. I am now just learning that there are people out there that are worth not poking with my thorns..people like you who just don't pretend to care..so please do not be offended I do not mean to hurt you and I will try my best to learn how to control my reaction to whip out my thorns...but I hope you will be ok till I learn...how to control my thorns..

Group Together

Group Together

Andy
I smile as everyone Is seating, wrestling, or tickle each other in my movie room. I see Mother watching and laughing at Amy and Sarah who are rolling around in a ball tickling each other with no end in sight becoming just a blur of red and yellow hair and black cloths blur on the floor. I smile lightly at the scene. Then I look to the side to see Andrew and Matthew wrestling each other..well I guess that Is better then Andrew messing with Mother. I can't help but chuckle at them as I dive into their match beating them both in a couple of minutes..yeah this old dog still has fight in him! I full out laugh as I see

Epilogue "Help..." Voice InEpilogue

"Help..." Voice In the darkness as you hear a light dripping sound In the dark. "P...Please..." Hand reaches out of the darkness slender and pale white reaching for anything in the darkness. "P...Please...Help me…" Voice rasps as it continues begging and pleading in the dark. “H...Help...Please…" The voice pleads one more time before the hand retracts back into the darkness empty, voice slowly disappearing into a raspy whisper continuing its help call weakly and utterly alone.

I feel...I feel betrayed
I feel discarded
I feel empty
I feel hurt
I feel ignored,
But you don't know it.
I feel wasted
I feel used
I feel forgotten,
But you don't know it.
I feel cold
I feel pain
I feel anger
I feel sad,
But you don't know it.
I feel worried
I feel concerned
I feel...
But you don't know it.
Why?
Why don't you know?
Why don't you try?
Try to know, try to talk.
Try!
Try to talk to me!
Not me just talking to you!
You never answer when
I speak to you, and when
You do speak, days, weeks
And months have already
Passed.
But you don't know it.
Hey,
If I talked to you and asked
For you to talk to me would
You answer this time?
You wouldn't

My Decaying soul

My Decaying Soul

I sigh as I watch the cars beneath me going by carrying people who have no idea what war they have started in this poor world. I stare out at all of them wishing them death one second...but then hating myself for it and wishing them life... I hold my head in my hands and slowly move away from the window and go outside where I smoke a vintage pipe I found from some fool in a pawn shop who didn't think the thing still usable anymore. With my other hand I slowly wipe at my sleepless eyes oh how I just wish I could rest and not have to be so tortured anymore.. but I will take this punishment..after all I am unforgivable...no

Grave Man

A man with a dark but kept appearance walks in between tomb stones in a grave yard seemingly skipping about. He was also whistling a very happy tune as he walked among the graves giving him the odd sense to any on lookers as to be in the wrong place in manner.

The man shrunk from their gazes and avoided conversation with them as he went by..they had nothing important to tell him anyway so why bother? Plus he did not see the need of needlessly letting people know you when it could be avoided... he slowly hummed another happy tune while expecting the tomb stones around him..these were all cared for and nice but once you got t

Mother Earth and Dark Fathers Talk 1

Mother Earth and Dark Fathers Talk 1

Dark Father " You are a fool! You wouldn't be In so much pain If you would just listen to me and break free! You could finally rest , I would let you have her! You could live what Is left of your dying life In peace, please If we are to have any kinda truce this Is what I ask.. cause you are dying Earth.."

Mother Earth shifts her weight on her feet. " I didn't know you cared so much. You know I can't say yes even If I ever wanted to..i am bound more then the others and you know It .. plus I would not want her like that..It would only gi

I will protect you

I will protect you
Mother Earth

I turn as I hear a scream of fear run through the forest and automatically my legs start to run in the direction that it came from. I run through the forest swiftly knowing this place that I grew up in like the back of my hand. I come to halt in a meadow ready for what ever may come my way this time....to be stopped in my tracks....there you are my love...my soul mate...scared and backed up into a tree ...i go and stand in front of you as a feel a punch connect to my jaw. I don't care... I get right back up as another punch hits me in the chest...until they all just blur together.....but I don't care as lo

The Closed Door

The Closed Door

I stare at the new light spilling from the cracks left by the closed door. The light that is coming from your presence ..i stare in wonder at how even this little bit illuminates my door way, the brightness surprises me.
I know your out there trying to open the door..but I had nailed it shut from the inside.. I never thought that I would ever have a reason to open it again...but now I am unsure. Should I open it and let you in? Should I unnail the pieces of wood that keep it closed?
My hand goes for the hammer and I take out a hole row of nails...but then I hesitate..i tremble in fear... the hammer falls from my han

Mother Earths Memory

Mother Earth Memory

I remember hearing howls and owl screeches as I lay here in my bed all alone... again.
I want to get up and leave this house..but I knew better because of the creature sleeping in the other bed across from ming.. I know she would want to join or would tell my parents I'd left if I went without her cause she hates to be left out of anything even when It's not hers to be a part of. She just loves joining even when she knows she's not wanted ….the person sleeping across from me...my sister.....Lisa...how she chokes me with her presence constantly...even making herself a part of my best friends time...even when I g

Matthew

I look around while my heart slowly breaks in my chest I can feel it....pieces coming apart like a breaking iceberg....i can hear it like splintering wood like the many trees been cut down...i look at all these children with no mom and dad or were given up by those who did not care enough to keep them.. here... in this place I work where all the kids that are unwanted by others... such poor angels with no where else to go or even some teenagers who were kicked out for selfish reasons..though some are valid.

I smile at a little girl that walks up to me and pick her up while giving her a hug hello. I slowly walk with her while going

AndrewAndrew

I watch as the rain falls out side known each one is Earth Mothers tears and pain falling back on the earth.
I let out a frustrated sigh as I think about the group meeting with Earth Mother tomorrow and how worried I am for how the final battle well go....i worry for her and this world so... I have to hope that everything will be ok after all a bad look out wont help much...i close my eyes as I feel tears sting them as another wave of pain goes through me...i wonder how much longer we can hold on...i know I will keep holding on till the end... I walk to my room and put on my trip pants and a small bit of eye liner then finish it o

Mother Earths Love

Mother Earths love

I watch you as you seat next to me a passive look on your face as you read the notes and write them down. I wish I could stop time and space and stay here forever my love.. even though you do not know my feelings for you and I know you never will for by the time you figure out all the hints , all the kind words and jokes, and get my letter I will be gone from this world forever and there's nothing I can do to change the orders that god has given me for he has told me that it is my time to rejoin the kingdom...to finally put an end to my pain and let man fend for themselves...for my soul and mind can take no more...My only

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Can I Be?

by ~blackest-Angel, Mar 5, 2012, 7:16:34 PM
Literature / Prose / Non-Fiction / Emotional

Can I Be?
Can I be good enough to not be alone?
Can I be good enough to hold someone?
Can I be good enough to be forgiven?
Can I be good enough to fix the cracks in the mirror?
Can I be good enough to be hole again?
And can I be good enough to love you?
Can I ever feel good enough?
I cant get anywhere , running in circles, can I ever see clearly again?

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~pawprintz010 Mar 7, 2012

Thats so depressing!!!

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~blackest-Angel Mar 8, 2012

o.o

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~pawprintz010 Mar 8, 2012

yeah know right!!!!

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